
Testimony of Diana
Nole
Hello, my name is Diana Nole. I have written this
testimony to tell you what can and does happen far too
often when fecal contaminated, improperly prepared,
ground meat is consumed.
My husband and I lost our only child, Michael James
Nole, to the ravages of E.Coli 0157:H7 incited hemolytic
uremic syndrome.
My son was born on December 9, 1990 a healthy 9lb 14
oz bundle of love.
He died 25 months, 13 days later. In 12 days, USDA
approved, E.Coli 0157:H7 contaminated, undercooked
hamburger, that was in a children's meal purchased at a
fast food restaurant that my son consumed rapidly led to
H.U.S. and eventually, his death.
All of the things my son went through were the most
horrific things I have ever seen in my 8 years working in
the medical field, and my most recent 2 years working in
an Emergency Room.
My son had bouts of diarrhea, which rapidly became
runny, painful and eventually bloody....and later all
blood.
He was admitted to Mary Bridge Children's Hospital in
Tacoma, Washington. I had no idea what was soon to
follow.
The bloody diarrhea continued throughout the night,
every 3-5 minutes with screams of pain and terror with
each one. We went through a diaper with each one because
the blood burned his skin.
In the morning, he was transferred to the pediatric
I.C.U. unit. Unknown to us, there were already children
there with E.Coli 0157:H7.
By this time his kidneys had shut down and he was
becoming very lethargic, his abdomen began to swell to an
unbelievable size. He had hemorrhoids and was unable to
eat or urinate.
I remember the last time my husband and I saw our son
responding and sitting up with our help. Due to his
swollen tummy and tubes in his arms, he ate an orange
Popsicle and I kept trying to tell myself he was going to
be okay.
Dialysis was needed and the decision was made to
transport him to a children's hospital in Seattle that
had the machines for this purpose.
Before they transported him I had asked to rock him in
my arms in a chair next to his bed. With the help of 3
nurses and his physician, they carried him over to me
with all of his tubes, IV's and other monitoring devices
and set him in my arms.
I rocked him and sang our favorite songs together. One
of our favorites was "Jesus Loves Me". To this
day, I cannot bear to hear this song.
This was the last time I held my baby in my arms.
He was transported to Children's Hospital in Seattle,
I rode in the ambulance with him and two other transport
nurses. We made the hour trip in 22 minutes.
When we arrived we were whisked to Pediatric ICU where
we were moved into a room with another child. I did not
know at the time that this other child had the same
horrific HUS that my son was experiencing.
While they were setting up Michael in his bed, I went
over to the little girl in the next bed. Her parents were
out of the room and I wanted to say hello. As I
approached her I noticed how recessed her eyes were, how
pale her skin was and that she had many tubes and lines
in her little body. I said "Hi, looks like we get to
share a room with you, what is your name" She
whispered in and airy voice "Brianne". This was
Brianne Kiner.
As the days went on and chest tubes were inserted in
my baby, more IV's and lines poked in and out, blood
drawn, and many other procedures done, his condition
worsened, as did Brianne's.
I met Brianne's mom and dad, Suzanne and Rex. It was
so indescribable to watch other parents go through this,
we were sharing in something that words can not explain.
But they know.
Dialysis began for us, and I was certain that this is
all he needed to survive and pull through this. I was
very mistaken.
Late one night, Brianne took a turn for the worse and
she was whisked away to a private more 1 to 1 care room.
Michael had dialysis one or two times a day. There
were so many other children arriving daily that needed
dialysis that the machines were becoming very popular.
Nurses, physicians and all other specialists were working
around the clock, many sleeping at the hospital to
provide the best possible care for our children.
As Michael's medicines increased and tried to help his
pains, things got even worse.
The physicians thought we might lose him at several
different times, and several times we were rushed in to
say our last good-byes and prayers. This was so very
painful.
As our family members started to arrive to kiss his
cheek and stroke his golden hair and say prayers I just
sat back in complete helplessness, thinking "I'm his
mommy...why can't I fix this? Make everything better?
Trade him places?" This was such a hopeless,
powerless feeling. After physicians noted he had red
patches on his tummy, they thought something might have
burst inside him. The suggestion was made to rush him
into surgery to see if they could stop or identify the
internal bleeding.
Papers were signed and we kissed him good-bye one more
time in the hallway on his way to surgery.
I cannot remember how long it took......1,2,3, hours,
seemed like 2 days.
When he returned they said they "lost" him
once during surgery but were able to revive him.
When we were allowed to go in to see him he had an
incision from his neck to his groin area. This was so
difficult to see.
He did not do well after this, he opened his eyes
once, and we were able to see the blue of his eyes and
barely a twinkle. I told him he was mommies big boy and
that I would love him forever and someday would be with
him forever in heaven. My husband and I spent several
hours with him before he died. The nurses gave me a lock
of his golden hair to cherish.
I left the hospital with his blanket, shoes, choo-choo
train, sweats I made for him, and a bag of toys.
I miss my big boy.
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